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This is different
by Robert A. Waters
Author, The
Best Defense: True Stories of Intended Victims Who Defended Themselves
November 6, 2001
It was exactly one month after
September 11 when I saw my co-worker Jennifer down at the local gun shop.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"What does it look like?" she responded, sighting a 9mm.
Mike, the owner of the shop, had hired a couple extra staff. They were all busy
showing guns to customers. I'd never seen the shop so crowded.
"So," I said to Jennifer, "didn't you tell me a few weeks ago how
much you hate guns?"
By now, she was holding a .44-caliber Bulldog. It was much too big for her
slender hands. "Lookit," she said, "What d'ya think?"
"Too heavy," I said.
"You always were a male chauvenist pig!"
I shrugged.
"I know how this looks," she said. "Like I'm a hypocrite or
something. But when it comes to your family, you'll do whatever it takes."
"Yeah, sure."
She hesitated. "My husband works at the nuclear power plant," she
said. "They're on Red Alert because the Feds think terrorists might fly an
airplane into it. If that happens, think of the consequences. Could turn out to
be a localized Alas Babylon scenario."
I remembered reading the book when I was a kid. A nuclear attack had wiped out
the government and survivors banded together to fight against rogue anarchists.
"You gonna gun down a terrorist?" I asked.
"Of course not. But regardless of what happens, there'll be survivors. If
we live, we'll need protection from, uh, looters, robbers, you know..."
"That sure doesn't sound like the Jennifer I know."
She smiled. "I think that gun's too heavy," she told the clerk. "Gimme
something lighter."
She turned to me. "I lost my college room-mate in the Twin Towers,"
she said. "That'll cause you to stop and think."
"I'm sorry."
She brushed her hair away from her eyes. The clerk handed her a Taurus .38
Special hammerless revolver. "This is perfect for concealed carry," he
said. "And it's light--made outta titanium."
As she held it, she asked me, "What d'ya think?"
I nodded. Looked like a perfect fit to me.
"What are you here for?" she asked.
"Ammunition," I said. "I'm going to the range later."
"I'd like to shoot Bin Laden right between the eyes," she said.
"Wait a minute! I thought you went down to the prison to protest Ted
Bundy's execution a few years back. How can you be in favor of executing Bin
Laden?"
"This is different."
She edged closer to me. "Did you see those people jumping out of
windows?" she whispered, as if divulging a secret. "We're talking
eighty stories up. That's the most frightening thing I ever saw. God only knows
what they were thinking during that freefall..."
I could have sworn she'd told me she was an atheist. But I decided not to touch
that landmine. By now she was dry-firing the Taurus.
The clerk said, "Your clearance just came through."
"Good. I'll take this one."
"You gonna get some training before you take it home, aren't you?" I
asked.
She smiled. "I can handle a gun," she said. "Used to shoot with
my dad when I was a kid."
You learn something new every day, I thought. "Why'd you turn against
them?"
"College," she said, as she fumbled through her purse for a credit
card. She didn't expand, as if that said it all. And it did.
"I blame all this on Clinton," she said.
I distinctly remembered seeing her wearing a "Clinton/Gore" button to
the office.
"How d'ya figure?"
"He was too busy with his plaything Monica to worry about Bin Laden. Should
have kept his mind on business."
"So character really does count?" I asked.
She made a face and I remembered Bill Buckley's quip about a conservative being
a liberal who just got mugged. Since 9-11, seemed like lotsa liberals were
re-examining their beliefs.
I bought my ammo and we walked out of the shop together.
"Wanna meet me at the range?" I asked.
"Sure. What time?"
"How bout noon?"
She nodded.
"It sure feels different to be carrying," she said.
I'd been carrying for so long that my gun felt like it was part of me. But I
knew what she meant.
I watched her walk toward her van.
On the way home, I decided to stop by the library and pick up a copy of Alas
Babylon. Might even run down to the video store and rent a copy of "Red
Dawn", too.
I hadn't really given a lot of thought to terrorists striking a small Florida
town. New York and Washington, D. C. seemed so far away. But maybe she was
right. I had to admit, after talking with her, it might be wise to prepare for,
well, anarchy.
She was right about something else. Things are different.
Robert Waters is the author of The
Best Defense: True Stories of Intended Victims Who Defended Themselves,
and the Co-Founder of Operation Self Defense. For other article by Mr. Waters,
you can visit his archives at http://www.KeepAndBearArms.com/Waters.
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